Natalie: I know. We always say we would give our left finger, pinkie, arm, to not have gone through what we went through even for the perspective because it is awful. When you're given that horrible diagnosis, it's awful. There's no way to sugarcoat it. The perspective is the one silver lining. Also, in a very odd way -- I'll get a little emotional talking about this. When my husband was diagnosed and I was reading Jane Austen, something happened to me with my reading of her for the first time in my life. I had read her since I was a little girl many times. I had gone to the village many times. I had read about her, lots of books. This time, she was reaching me on a different level. It was almost as if she’d been waiting for my maturity to catch up to her, to where she was, because I think she had a hard life. I think she was somebody who was one of the handful of geniuses in literature up there with Shakespeare.